DD 006 My Story: Sickness to Success

Signs Man with _m2In today’s episode I share part of my story.  Information, facts, and data are an important part of any plan.  Testimonies of success are also important.  I love information.  Without it I would not be where I am today.  I also need encouraging stories from real people.

Today, I hope to encourage you along your journey by sharing the ups, downs, struggles and success I have encountered along the way.

In episode 1, I shared a little about the source of my lung damage and the beginnings of having diabetes.  Today, I want to share the personal side of my journey.  You will hear some of the “how” I have achieved my current success.  But mostly I will share my experiences.  The thinking behind my journey, as well as some of the struggles I faced.

In December of 2013 I experienced a heart attack.  That got my attention.

A year and a half earlier, I read and followed Dr. Bernstein’s book, “Diabetes Solution”.  He takes a high animal protein, very, very, low carb, medication and exercise approach.  I experienced some success.  My fasting blood sugars dropped from 130+ t0 around the upper 115+.

I lost about 20 lbs. over a few months—to about 165 lbs.  But I was still not in the blood sugar range that Dr. Bernstein recommends—even with medication.  Just as important, I was not feeling any better.

Fast forward a year: My weight was now about 175 lbs.  I was still eating a moderately low carb diet and I still usually did not feel well.

On top of the diabetes, I was still experiencing many serious lung infections.  Ugh!  I was a bit down.

Despite following my doctor’s recommendations and staying away from sweets, I was still experiencing diabetic complications.  My doctors told me I was doing well.  They said my diabetes was “under good control”.  And by the ADA standards, I was.  But by the real world of my human body, it was not!

When my A1C (a way of measuring blood sugar over about a three month period) was 7.9 my VA doctor said, “I would not worry about it.  If it was 8.0 then we would need to take more action.  Besides, I have seen patients with much higher A1Cs.”  [I will get into what the numbers mean in another episode.]

Of course he “wouldn’t worry about it”.  It is not his foot, eye, heart, kidneys, that could suffer damage.  What did he have to worry about?  Nothing!

I, on the other hand, was the one experiencing neuropathy in my feet, atypical cataracts in my eyes and eventually, at the ripe old age of 44, a heart attack.  Yes, what did he have to worry about?  He had already been transferred.  He had already moved on to “not worrying about” other patients diabetic complications.

So you can see that I was a bit frustrated.  All the docs wanted to do was to keep adding medications.  Not one of them told me that in a relatively short time I could be healthy.  They all told me that I would keep getting worse.  The best I could hope for was to slow the process a bit.

Well, enough was enough!  Living this way was not very enjoyable.  Feeling sick from the lung problem was bad enough.  Throwing on top of that, fluctuating blood sugars and all of the side effects of the medication, that was too much.

Time to Try Again

I decided to try a different approach.  The last approach, based on Dr. Bernstein’s book, focused on animal meat, cheese and other low carb animal products.  So, I decided to go in a different direction.  A moderately low carb, moderate protein, moderate fat (plant based) experiment.

On Valentine’s Day 2014 I decided to start making changes.  I had been reading and studying,  but I was not ready to go all in.  So I started to make some cutbacks.  These cutbacks lead to the first 5 steps outlined in episodes 2-5.

On February 14 my fasting blood glucose (FBG) was 149 mg/dl and I weighed 177 lbs.  Over the next three weeks I started to eat healthier.

Here are my numbers during that time:

  • FBG average 131 (range 116-154)
  • Morning Blood Pressure 128/88
  • Resting Heart Rate 79

These were my numbers on a restricted diet, with medications.  My medications during that time were:

  • Lantus [insulin] (blood sugar)
  • Metformin (blood sugar)
  • Micardis (blood pressure)
  • Atorvastatin (Cholesterol)
  • Clopidogrel [beta-blocker] blood pressure, heart rate
  • Aspirin (blood thinner)
  • Plavix (help prevent blood clots)
  • Omeprazole (heart burn)
  • Nitrostat [Nitroglycerin] for angina

For my respiratory problems:

  • Combivent
  • Albuterol
  • Codeine (cough suppressant)

And on an as-needed (but regular) basis:

  • Antibiotics
  • Prednisone (steroid)
  • Expectorants
  • Over the counter decongestant
  • Over the counter pain and fever reducers
  • Polyethylene Glycol (a laxative to handle some of the side-effects of the combination of medications)

Can anyone say, “Wow!”  That is a lot of medication.

On March 9, three weeks after beginning this journey, it was time to go all in.  I did not know what to expect.  Honestly, part of me did not want it to succeed.  Why?  Because it is easier to say, “There is nothing I can do.  This is just the way it is.  It is not my fault.”

It was Lent.  There is a long tradition of fasting during this time of reflection and transformation.  I did not know if I could make it all the way through Lent, eating clean and healthy.

I committed to a 7 day juice fast + 14 days of eating a plant based diet.  At that point I would evaluate my progress and decide what to do next.

I had met with my doctors.  The cardiologist, was like, “Why would you want to do this.  These medications will keep you going…”  Fortunately my primary care was more supportive.

What were my goals?

I started with a testable hypothesis: “A vegetable based diet free from refined grain and sugars will reverse my diabetes.”  My basic standard for “reversing” diabetes would be to have laboratory numbers in the “normal” range.  I kept detailed records of my resolutes.

It was important to me that this could be duplicated without expensive equipment, pills, potions, or powders.  That included expensive supplements.

My major objective was health!  It was not to lose weight.  It was not to fit into some of my old clothes.  Rather, I wanted to be healthy!  Healthy would be defined as, exceeding medical standards listed in table 1 AND by how I felt!

Marker December 2013 Heart Attack Before (March 2014) Initial Target Now (with no medication)
Fasting Blood Sugar average 140s 131 Below 100 88
A1C Blood Sugar Test 7.1 6.4 Below 5.7 5.2*
Total Cholesterol 244 103*** Below 200 137**
HDL 35 35 40+ 40**
Triglycerides (fat in blood) 250+ 121 Below 150 119**
Waist Size (measured at the belly button 43+ 43+ Below 40 32
Weight 175 lbs. 177 lbs. Below 155 lbs. 130 lbs.

* September 2014 (5.7 June 2014)

** June 2014 – three months w/o medication

*** Many consider this too low.  This was due to the statin.  Notice, even with the statin the HDL was not in an acceptable range.

What was I thinking?

All the science facts, stats and testimonies were still not enough to get me moving.  I had to psych myself up for this.  I had to convince myself that it was worth a try.  I did not have a support group and I could not afford to go to a program.  I could not afford expensive solutions.  It had to be done within our current budget.

I asked myself, “If I had a treatable cancer that required a few months of uncomfortable sacrifice; but offer a high probability of success, would I take it?  My answer was, yes!  I convinced myself that the risk of failure from trying my new approach was worth the potential success.

Diabetes, high blood pressure, and all the other contributing factors to our top killers are serious.  The good news is we can do something about them.

The 7 day Juice/Blended Vegetable Fast Begins

On Sunday, March 9 2014 I started a week long vegetable juice/blended smoothie fast.  This was not a sweet fruit juice fast.  Rather a juice or blended drink that consisted of cucumbers, celery, greens of many kinds, herbs, tomatoes, peppers and many, many other vegetables.

It was hard.  At times it was horrible!  Most of the time I felt like garbage.  Some report feeling good after about 3 or 4 days.  Not me!  I had moments of feeling “ok”; but mostly I felt awful.  After the first week, I began to start to occasionally have better days.

Not only did I feel bad, I smelled bad.  My breath stank.  You know it is bad when you are praying with people at Church, and they turn their head in another direction.  They are trying to do it suddenly, but you know why.

The two weeks following the juice fast were also hard.  But it was worth it!!!

I had to rely on the testimonies of those who had gone before me on this journey.  I had to rely on the reported clinical experience of medical doctors that have helped them on their journeys.  But for me, that was not enough.  I had to rely on the scientific principles behind the concepts.

Living in a house with people eating all the things I used to eat did not make it easier.  During my juice fast, my wife baked cookies.  My family ate pizza and all the things that I also like.  There was ice-cream in the freezer, Pringles and Oreo’s in the pantry.  You get the picture.

After a week of the juice/blended drink fast, I started to eat whole, mostly raw, vegetables, nuts, seeds, beans, and progressively some low glycemic fruit.

I also started walking and progressively adding other light physical activities.  See episodes 2-5 for details.

I Wanted to Quit

At times I wanted to quit.  But my numbers were good.  Really good!  I had no excuse to quit.  The changes had worked better than any combination of medication I had tried over the years.

Day 21 – from the beginning of the juice fast (March 29)

It had been almost three weeks without diabetes medication.  My numbers were looking good.

  • Fasting Blood Glucose = 93
  • Blood Pressure = 100/80
  • Resting Heart Rate = 86
  • Weight = 162.5 lbs.
  • Waist Size = 39 ¾

Not bad for 21 days!  So I decided to continue.  Besides, I was just starting to feel consistently better.

It was around this time that I watched the documentaries, “Fat, Sick and Nearly Dead”, “Forks over Knives” and “Food Inc.” for the first time.  They each helped inspire me to keep going.

Day 40 (April 18)

By now I was starting to feel good much more of the time.  At this point, I did not want to stop.  I would still have some bad days.  It seemed like I would be able to tell when I was burning fat, and as a result, releasing all those stored toxins back into my blood.

  • Fasting Blood Glucose = 75 (note: It was not always this low, the average at this point was about 86)
  • Blood Pressure = 110/75
  • Resting Heart Rate = 65
  • Weight = 155 lbs.
  • Waist Size = 37 1/16

Day 60 (April 28)

  • Fasting Blood Glucose = 82 (Five day average 83)
  • Blood Pressure = 118/81
  • Resting Heart Rate = 71
  • Weight = 153 lbs.
  • Waist Size = 35 ½ (on April 27)

Day 100 (June 17)

  • Fasting Blood Glucose = 83
  • Blood Pressure = 98/73
  • Resting Heart Rate = 71
  • Weight = 146.5lbs.
  • Waist Size = 34 ¾ (below 35, for a man, is considered an important marker)

On July I, started a more formal exercise program – Power 90 by Tony Horton (Not P90x, but his older, easier program).  It took me 100 days to complete the first half (level 1-2) of a 90 day program!  Progress was slow.  Who knows how long, or even if, I will complete level 3-4.  Nevertheless, progress is progress!

Day 151 (August 7)

  • Fasting Blood Glucose = 83
  • Blood Pressure = 102/71
  • Resting Heart Rate = 75
  • Weight = 134 lbs.

Day 255 (November 19)

  • Fasting Blood Glucose = 90
  • Blood Pressure = 109/70
  • Resting Heart Rate = 64 (The low 60’s is now normal. One morning it was 58!)
  • Weight = 130 lbs. (November 18 and I have been around the same weight for about 10+ weeks)
  • Waist Size = 32 1/8

Not only do these numbers look good – as well as the lab numbers mentioned above, but I feel great!  Not just OK most of the time, but good almost all of the time and great some of the time.

Improved Respiratory Health

I still have lung problems with some coughing.  The obstructive disease has not reversed.  This seriously limits my physical capabilities and that is the reason it took 100 days to make it half way through a 90 day program.

The lost weight, decreased inflammation throughout my body, no infections, and increased muscle mass and strength, have all helped extend my physical capabilities by a little bit.  Not much; but something is better than nothing.

No lung infections in nine months is a big deal!  This is a record since Iraq 2006 when the problem started.  Nearly every little cold would turn into a prolonged and nasty lung infection.  Each would last for weeks and require a lot of medication.  I would cough so hard that it caused a couple of small hernias.

The extra inflammation and mucus would, at times, bring my lung capacity down to around 10%.  These times were scary for me and my family.  The gurgling and wheezing, together with deep and prolonged coughs, produced disconcerting sounds.

Successfully dealing with my diabetes has increased my quality of life in many areas:

  • Increased energy (a lot!)
  • Clarity of mind
  • Immune system strengthened
  • Reduced lung infections (so far elliminated)
  • Reduced all major Cardiovascular risk factors
  • Increased confidence

How will defeating diabetes help transform your life?

Are you ready?

Are you ready to begin your journey to take your health to the next level?  It may not be “easy”.  But you can do it!

You do not have to do it alone.  I am willing to walk with you through this journey.  I am willing to share what worked for me.  Working with your healthcare provider is key.  It would be foolish to not coordinate your medication and nutrition plan with a healthcare professional.  Each of us has unique considerations that need to be taken into account.  Medication needs will change as you change your body.  This needs to be coordinated and monitored professionally to ensure maximum safety.

I am not a doctor or other health professional.  I am an ordinary guy that has wrestled with diabetes.   What I have to offer is my experience, information and encouragement.

What worked for me, may not work the same way for you.  Each of us is unique.  Nevertheless, most of the concepts and principles are applicable to all who call themselves human.

Sign up for my free newsletter at RestoredLifeNow.com, listen to these podcasts, and let me know if you want to talk.

Let’s build a community around helping each other succeed!

Does the lack of sleep affect blood sugar?

ManSleepingAtDesk iosphere FDPWe know that sleep is important for our brain recovery.  But does sleep directly impact our bodies’ ability to control our blood sugar?

A study of type 2 diabetics found that those reporting poor sleep duration and quality were linked to poor blood sugar control[i].  Similar results were observed in healthy individuals limited to 4 hours of sleep for 6 days.[ii]

Some of the impacts from the lack of sleep:

  • Decrease lepton (a hormone important in appetite suppression)
  • Increased ghrelin (a hormone involved in stimulating our appetite)
  • Possible increase in cortisol (stress hormone)
  • Reduction in glucose tolerance
  • Reduction in insulin sensitivity

What a combination!  From my own experience, the hunger that is created results in looking for sweet, salty and/or fatty foods—not vegetables.

When we are tired we look for quick energy.  The carbs we seek provide a quick short-term boost.  Simple carbs not only provide energy but they trigger a dopamine (the feel good brain chemical) response.  Both of these boost are short lived.  If they did not come with all the nutrients we need then we quickly seek out another boost.

These tired eating binges not only spike our blood sugar, but they also add to our waist line.  This further complicates the insulin resistance problem diabetic’s face.

On top of this add the decreased glucose tolerance and insulin sensitivity.  All this combined is not good for healthy people, much less diabetics.

In a recent podcast episode of “Healing the Wounds of War” I discuss 10 Tips for Better Sleep.  The information is also applicable to those dealing with diabetes.

Here are some additional web resources (besides the journals listed below)

Illustration courtesy of Iosphere on freedigitalphoto.net

[i] Knutson, K, JAMA Internal Medicine “Role of Sleep Duration and Quality in Risk and Severity of Type 2 Diabetes Mellitus” September, 2006 http://archinte.jamanetwork.com/article.aspx?articleid=410883

[ii] Spiegel, K, The Lancet, “Impact of sleep debt on metabolic and endocrine function”, October 1999 http://www.thelancet.com/journals/lancet/article/PIIS0140-6736(99)01376-8/fulltext

DD 001 – There is Hope!

TreauseMapOfHope1 by nongpimmy fdpThis podcast is for all those with diabetes, pre-diabetes, at risk for diabetes or have a friend or loved one with diabetes.

It starts with hope.  Hope that you can do something to deal with diabetes.  It can be a sliver of hope.  Hope can grow.

If you dealing with diabetes you are not alone.  According to the CDC, In the United States alone there are more than 115 million people with diabetes or pre-diabetes.  That is about 1 and 3 adults over the age of 20!

Over 90 percent of diabetics have Type 2.  Type 2 is closely linked to choices we make on a daily basis.  This is good news.  That means that we can do something about it.

This show is primarily focused on type 2 diabetes.  Nevertheless, the healthy choices discussed can also benefit type 1 diabetics.

Why a podcast on Defeating Diabetes

I am a diabetic.

In 2008 I was medevac’d from Iraq for damage sustained to my lungs.  While I received treatment they discover that I was a diabetic.  I was within the US Army height/weight standards.  Yet, I admit, I had too much belly fat.  Not so much that most would think me “fat”—at least not by modern norms.

Once diagnosed treatment was moderately aggressive.  I also made some lifestyle changes.  The doctors told me my diabetes was under “good enough” control.

However, treatment did little to prevent the progression of the disease and complication.  My feet started to hurt and go numb at the same time (neuropathy).  My eyes were being affected by “atypical” cataracts.  Then…

In December of 2013 I suffered a heart attack.

The cardiac care unit at Madigan Army Hospital did a fine job.  However, the closest they got to long term help was an additional handful of daily pills.  Eight (8) different medications—just for diabetes and its friends (high cholesterol, high blood pressure, blood thinners, etc.)  When you throw in the medication for my lung problems the number can rise up to as many as 14!

My passion for science: I have a Bachelor of Science in Biology for Texas A&M – Commerce.  I have always had a love for science and teaching.

My passion for teaching:  After graduating college (a long time ago) I taught Pathology (the study of disease), Anatomy and Physiology, and AP Biology at the School of Health Profession in Dallas.

My passion for helping people: After teaching for several years I returned to school and graduated seminary to become a priest/pastor and Army chaplain.

After being injured in Iraq I did not want to quit pursuing my passions.  Physical limitations greatly impacted my ability to do, well, just about everything.  I am not one to quit.  So I went on a quest for knowledge.

I started asking three questions:

  1. How can I accomplish my passions within my limitations?
  2. How can I maximize my strengths to accomplish my passions?
  3. Is there a way to improve other aspects of my health that can help me overcome my limitations?

In October 2013 I started a blog and podcast, “Healing the Wounds of War: Hope and Restoration for PTSD”.  That blog and podcast were able to help people around the world.  This showed me that combining two of my passions (science and teaching) with modern technology could go a long way toward fulfilling the third, helping people.

What will we do in this series?

  • Encourage each other: without courage and hope we will not experience the restored life we desire.
  • Explore practical applications: the what, when, where and how to defeat diabetes. There is not one simple answer that fits every situation—sorry.
  • Examine different claims, results and research. What does the science say in a way we can understand and apply it to our lives?

[Disclaimer: This show is not a medical advice show.  The information presented here is for educational purposes.  I am not a medical doctor or licensed healthcare provider.  Always work with a qualified healthcare provided when implementing lifestyle changes.]

019 – 3 Barriers to Healing & Tips to Knock Them Down!

It may be important to understand barriers; but we do not need to focus on them.  Instead, we can focus on positive actions we can take to overcome the barrios.

Stuart Miles FreeDigitalPhotos.net
Stuart Miles FreeDigitalPhotos.netIt may be important to understand barriers; but we do not need to focus on them.  Instead, we can focus on positive actions we can take to overcome the barrios.

In this episode we will discuss: (Note: topics are not necessarily in this order.)

  • Barriers to healing
  • Tips to overcome these barriers
  • My 7 Day Green Juice Fast
  • Principals learned from dealing with diabetes that can also help me deal with PTSD

7 Day Green Juice Fast: Cucumbers, celery, kale and all their friends.

  • Why?
  • Diagnosed with diabetes about 6 years ago
  • Not obese
  • I tried to control with diet and oral medication; but nothing seemed to work well enough.
  • Started experiencing diabetic complication (eyes, feet and heart attack)
  • Started using insulin a couple of months ago

Expectations

Our mindset is important.  Do we see PTSD as something that can be dealt with?  Do we see it as something that can and will bet better?

 “While some people do suffer from full-blown PTSD, most cases are mild. What often occurs is that a doctor tells a patient that his symptoms look like PTSD, and that diagnosis impacts that person right between the eyes as if he were told he had cancer. Well, it is not like cancer; it is more look like PTSD, and that diagnosis impacts that person right between the eyes as if he were told he had cancer. Well, it is not like cancer; it is more like being overweight. If you weigh 30 pounds more than you should, those extra pounds, while tiring to lug around, are probably not life threatening.”

Grossman, Dave; Christensen, Loren W. On Combat: The Psychology and Physiology of Deadly Conflict in War and Peace (Kindle Locations 6690-6693). Human Factor Research Group, Inc..

“It is important that you bring the issue into perspective and think of it more along the lines of being overweight than being stricken with cancer and all that that means. Put it in perspective and make peace with the memory.”

Grossman, Dave; Christensen, Loren W. On Combat: The Psychology and Physiology of Deadly Conflict in War and Peace (Kindle Locations 6697-6699). Human Factor Research Group, Inc..

If we do not expect to succeed, or get better, we are not likely to even try.

Knocking down the negative expiration barrier:

  • Listing to others.  What worked for them may not work for us…but it might.
  • Stepping out in faith-even if we do not see the improvement at the moment.  Allow time for small things to add up to bigger changes.
  • Changing our mindset.  Philippians 4:8

Desire

Asking ourselves some difficult questions:

  • Do we really what to get better?
  • What does it cost to get better?  I am not specifically referring to money.
  • What are you willing to pay?
  • What are you willing to do to get better?
  • What are you willing to do to get 1% better?

Fear

What if I try and do not get better.  Other people have gotten better.  What does that say about me if I try and do not get better?  In fact, some people fear getting partially better and losing their disability check.

Knocking down the fear barrier:

  • Listing to the stories of how other people have overcome adversity.
  • Beginning to trust.
  • Stepping out in faith.

Discussion Questions:

What do you think about Dr. Grossman comparing comparison for dealing with PTSD?  Is it more like losing weight or having cancer?

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Struggling with Physical, Psychological, Spiritual Pain

BW Soldier Hand on face(In this post I share a bit of my personal struggles in the hope that it will encourage those in need to press on in their journey.  Struggling is a normal part of our human existence. We can grow and overcome obstetrical.  You do not have to do it alone. Peace, David Fell)

I have experienced physical pain and struggles as a result of the war in Iraq.  I have also experience emotional and psychological pain as a result of the same war.  Both are extremely difficult to handle; and keep handling day after day. 

The psychological/emotional has the added difficulty as they deal with the brain and mind—areas that are still taboo for many in our society.  This kind of wound may not be visible to the naked eye.  Nevertheless, they are just as real and just as physical as the physical struggles I experience in my lungs and elsewhere in my body.

Struggles, even pain, has been a part of my spiritual journey.  One aspect (among many) of this struggle is facing the difficult questions of believing in a good God and yet facing such evil, apparent injustice and destruction.  I know some convincing philosophical and theological answers to these questions. At times these intellectual answers prove to be little comfort.  At the same time I have experienced a peace that goes beyond comprehension.

No quick fix:  The doctors tell me that there is no solution for my lung problem—nor any effective treatment at the time.  For some of the other physical problems (diabetes, hypertension, high cholesterol, cataracts, neuropathy…) there are treatments, some unpleasant, tedious and burdensome; but treatment to limit and slow future damage.  Yet it is hard to not be at least a little peeved that all these problems showed up when I was young and having lived a healthy lifestyle and maintaining a healthy weigh.

There has been some help for the nightmares, anxiety and other aspect of the psychological struggles (Post-Traumatic Stress).  I say some because there is a long way to go.  I have found many things that were of limited benefit toward recovery and growth. Some of these things that did not help me are helpful to others.  Even those “failed” attempts have been helpful in helping my understanding and ability to assist others on the journey. 

The Hope and Restoration Team (HART) understands struggles, endurance, and pressing forward.  There are unique aspects to each of our struggles.  As such, no one can completely understand what you are facing.  Nevertheless, we do understand struggles that involve the physical, psychological and spiritual.

You can help those in need!  Here are several options: Liking our Facebook page.  Share this blog and podcast! Organize a RESTORE seminar for your company, organization, church, civic group.  Share your story.  We are looking for people willing to share their stories of facing difficult life challenges on different kinds on our Podcast:Healing The Wounds of War: Hope & Restoration for PTSD”.  For any of the above, contact me at david@HealingTheWoundsOFWar.com.

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